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Yellow by Aseru-uE Yellow :iconaseru-ue:Aseru-uE 4 0 Meeting by Aseru-uE Meeting :iconaseru-ue:Aseru-uE 4 1 First Snow by Aseru-uE First Snow :iconaseru-ue:Aseru-uE 2 0 _Natural Blues by Aseru-uE _Natural Blues :iconaseru-ue:Aseru-uE 2 0 _Wake you up by Aseru-uE _Wake you up :iconaseru-ue:Aseru-uE 1 0 _Underdog by Aseru-uE _Underdog :iconaseru-ue:Aseru-uE 0 0
Go outside.
They tell you to go outside.
For what?
To see people having fun, when you are depressed?
To see friends doing things, when you have no one?
To see couples hand in hand, when you have never been loved?
Or to enjoy the weather? But wait, you get up in the evening because you don't have the strength before.
To see all those things you could enjoy, but you just don't.
When you're only home, trying to forget, trying to numb yourself because you don't want to know anymore! Because you want to die, but you're too damn concerned about your parents, because you owe them!
Yeah, life is beautiful, just not for you...
There was a time when you thought you had more to hold you back.
It's the easy way... Unfortunately, you're not like this.
But you know, that nobody will care until you're dead.
So, if it's for that, I'd rather stay in.
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HOW. How am I supposed to do this?
WHY. Why do I get this additional burden on my back?
Why is everything I have and love, at night. And everything I have to do, at daytime.
How am I supposed to enjoy university and be good at work. When I can't help but mess up my sleep so bad.
What have I done wrong!? What to justify this final hit? I want to know already.
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Deterrent by Aseru-uE Deterrent :iconaseru-ue:Aseru-uE 1 1 Lost for Words by Aseru-uE Lost for Words :iconaseru-ue:Aseru-uE 1 1
I want...
I want to cry, I have to smile
I want to cut, I have to withstand
I want to drink, I have to keep off
I want to be myself, I have to pretend
I want to run away, I have to stay
I want to talk to you, I have to wait
I want to be with you, I have to be alone
I want to tell you, I have to lie
I want to be open to you, I have to feel bad
I want to help you, I just can't
I want to be happy, but I'm always sad
I want to see the good things, but it's too hard
I want to tell you how much I love you, but it's worthless.
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Polar Bear by Aseru-uE Polar Bear :iconaseru-ue:Aseru-uE 2 2 Tiger by Aseru-uE Tiger :iconaseru-ue:Aseru-uE 3 4 Elephants by Aseru-uE Elephants :iconaseru-ue:Aseru-uE 3 7 Monkey by Aseru-uE Monkey :iconaseru-ue:Aseru-uE 0 3 Meeeh by Aseru-uE Meeeh :iconaseru-ue:Aseru-uE 3 4



I miss you.


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Aseru-uE Featured By Owner Sep 11, 2014
You suck.
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Bogdan-san Featured By Owner Jun 14, 2013
Thanks for fav ^^
KillerKiona Featured By Owner May 11, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the watch! :D
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KillerKiona Featured By Owner Mar 6, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the fav! :D
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xAtashix Featured By Owner Mar 4, 2013  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
Vielen Dank fürs Faven und Watchen! ^-^
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BipsCutie Featured By Owner Feb 20, 2013
thanks for the watch too =3
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BipsCutie Featured By Owner Feb 16, 2013
thanks for faving~ ^^
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OwlsomeArts Featured By Owner Feb 9, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
Thank you for the favourite! :+favlove:
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candy-yuki Featured By Owner Feb 8, 2013  Hobbyist
tank you for da fav
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Tanzoir Featured By Owner Jan 21, 2013
Thank you for the favourite. ≧◡≦
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