They tell you to go outside.
To see people having fun, when you are depressed?
To see friends doing things, when you have no one?
To see couples hand in hand, when you have never been loved?
Or to enjoy the weather? But wait, you get up in the evening because you don't have the strength before.
To see all those things you could enjoy, but you just don't.
When you're only home, trying to forget, trying to numb yourself because you don't want to know anymore! Because you want to die, but you're too damn concerned about your parents, because you owe them!
Yeah, life is beautiful, just not for you...
There was a time when you thought you had more to hold you back.
It's the easy way... Unfortunately, you're not like this.
But you know, that nobody will care until you're dead.
So, if it's for that, I'd rather stay in.